I M BACK!!

wow , long time nv been here ...hahaha is been years since my last blog posted huh ... tons of events occured in my life for these few years n make a huge changes about me... well, life still nid to goes on ... n i m quite satisfied with my current lifestyle .

1st of all i would like to say thank you for everyone that keep supporting me all this hard time i had , i really appreaciate it and wont forget about it for the rest of my life... after all these while , i realised that i had a bunch of real good friend ..really thank you~

Janice mommy : thanks you for your caring , i think now u r giving or gived birth to your second baby ... hope everything will go smooth for ya ...

Moon : Bila balik to malaysia? really long time no see d...already move to new house in aus? when can i go to visit ya? hahahaha ... just for ur info , next year march , i will be in new zealand ... duty calls.... let me know how r u recently k ?

ah nell ( brother ) : hahahaha see u got check on my blog nowadays bo ? hahahaha i heard tat u found a very nice guy d wo.... gambate neh ....

lok hui : woi~ u owe me 3 present.. bila give me? hahahahaha

n a lot more friends to go ... hahaha ... well i should tell a bit of my current life.

Currently i m working in penang . So if anyone of u in penang wanna find me yum cha , just text me k ? i m so so so so so free while in penang. and every sunday i will be back in kl . to see the love one of mine. I met my love one in lang tengah island while during that time , i m very down , i plan to go there to work for 1 month with my buddy jonanthan to relax myself . b4 we work there , both of us r single , once we finished work there , we both attached.... hahahaha ... and about my love one , Stephy , she is the nicest gal i met in my life . She is caring , independant , helpful , easy going yet stubborn ppl. i m glad tat i have her with me nowadays eventhough she is in kl n i m in penang , but tat will nv affect our relationship . i hope this will go smooth n will be the last relationship for me . is a very tiring thing that jump from a broken relationship to another relationship .

And i met a bunch of new colleagues and friends and band mate.. some of them r nice yet some of them r .....errr well u know , hahaha ..i leave it to ur imagination . hahaha. well is quite late now , i will tell more about my currenly life other time , btw , thanks once again for all the friend who cared about me all this time~ I M BACK~~~~

185th day without Ashlee Wong

yo guys , is been quite few days huh .... hahaha hows life? dunno whether there is ppl come n read this blog or not... hahaha... actually now is 6.42 am..i still havent sleep since yesterday night , because cant sleep , n keep on playing meetoto.let me intro a bit about meetoto. Meetoto is a online web game where allow ppl to sing at there . for me , i think is quite fun , because i just join for these few days , then i knew a lot of new friends... n i just finish chating with a gal , her name is RUnFire , n currently she is not quite happy with her bf ... then i told wat happen to me and ashlee... well i hope she will be alright , i still sing her a song , Kuai Le by zhang zhi chen . may she will be more happier after hearing it... if u guys going to join that game , let me know , add me ...my nickname in tat game is DicksonChin. hahaha...
there r a lot of competition going to come soon , 25th at sg wang , 30th & 31th for the band competition for WCG ( World Cyber Game ) n my band going to take part... the song tat we choose is Sorry by chuckBerry... which i briefly give an introduction about that song on the earlier blog. if u ask me whether i hope for her to come to hear my sing or not ? YES OF COURSE .. I REALLY HOPE she can make it...but i think she cannot ba..because tat day is friday n she still nid to work. i just go through her blog. her workload is so so so much until sat she has to go back to her office to clear some of her workload... i hope she really will take good care of herself .. well today is just the start of my 185th day without Ashlee Wong .... will update u guys more about wats going to happen later...hehehehe

179th days without Ashlee Wong

yo friends...is been a long time ... really really long time ...hahaha hopefully u guys still come to this blog n give comment ba... along these days...a lot of things happen , really a lot , most of it is bad thing ...these moment is like hell for me.. and among these bad days...i do even question myself... actually who is my friend? and what r the defination for a friend? is friend is someone that we hang out with usually? or other meaning...? i dun raelly know nowadays... i felt a lot of changes of me among these days... rotten ,becoming worse and worse by days , hopefully things will turn into better situation for me soon ... but there is onli 1 thing that nv change within , which is , I DO REALLY MISS HER ....i duno whether will she miss me or not ? i tot once i stop writing this blog , i could forget her , but i realise is imposible ... is impossible to forget a gal tat i once love the most and even now she is still someone that i love the most.... Moon , 1 of my best friend , she is currently studying in australia , advise me to let it go , forget her and go on a new life.... during last time , i m telling the same thing to those friend who just break up , but now onli i realise , do and talk is 2 different thing , is easy to talk but hard to do ..... and my mommy ( janice ) is going to imigrate to oversea soon , soon i m going to lose 1 more ppl who is nice to me ..hopefully she and her family will be doing well there ,GAMBATE neh~ as for myself , i do really nid to gambate as well.... who is going to support me? is there anyone going to support ? hrm.... i dun really know... and there r a lot of competititon coming soon , 30th and 31th will be band competition at low yat..if u ppl free , just drop by n say hi to me ba~ n lastly SONG DEDICATION : -

today i choose this song by ChuckBerry - Sorry , according to clement ( my band lead guitarist ) this will be a BIG HITS after i dont wanna miss a thing.... and i like this song very much n is exactly wat i wan to tell her , ashlee wong ......
the lyric is as below:

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

43th day without Ashlee Wong

yoyo today is my 43th day without Ashlee Wong..hows everyone...?
today is my 43th day without her ,nothing happen much as usual ..tmr i will be going home..wakakaka..since this is my last day here , so i just keep makaning~~~ wakakaka ..eat 1st..then after tat onli keep fit , diet~~...wakakaka then keep on practice the song ..because got a lot of performance n competition...i think going to sing 你是我的眼 for superstar audition also.. hrm...7th will be superstar audition , emily told me tat her friend which is a hair stylist is good at cutting guy hair..i think going to change hair style...wat hair style should i change leh... hrm...going to ask opinion from the pro eh...how bout u , my friend? any suggestion for my hair style? gimme comment bah...hahaha after chatting a while with my friend my aunt call me up for dinner~,after tat , the car reach to pick me up for the magic show... today performance is is quite good .... hehehee... after the show , they bring me go to eat good food ~~ since this is my last day ~~ hahaha... they r just nice ppl... they plan to bring me to sing k ..for the farewell party...hahaha but i sked my uncle dun like it , so i didnt go ....i think next time i go , onli find them bah....hahahahahaha if not , very pai ser leh...ngek ngek ngek..then jus go home , pack my stuff, n prepare to go to bed...tmr going back to kl , to see my kl friend..dunno how r they all leh...hehehehe hopefully they will be doing good...n my genting show is coming also...gonna prepare for tat ...hehehehehe... after spend some time in prayer , just go to bed...hehehehe

n tats my 43th day without Ashlee Wong .... after i listen to tat song , i kinda miss her...hahahahahaha hope she is doing good bah~~~ n all my friend... take care , drink more water o~

42th day without Ashlee Wong

yoyo today is my 42th day without Ashlee Wong..hows everyone, life...?

today is my 42th day without her n 5th day in singapore ..still the same ..doing nth ..i was so bored....ARRRR
help me plz~~~ ish ish... just keep eating , surf net , sleeping , watch movieand gaining weight ~.....haihz ,there will be a lot of singing competition coming soon... i also dunno wat song to choose...then today i jsut go to youtube to watch chao ji xing guang da dao~~ to see the ppl sing there , try to learn something... and i like this song which sing by ling you jia , 你是我的眼 ( you are my eye )... this song is write by a blind man in taiwan...the lyric is very very touching ~~ i think going to practice this song to go for competition~ hehehehe then i m looking for the karaoke version ...thank god , i manage to find 1...hahah summore is vcd ...then just keep on listen to this song~~ after tat , just play some game and had my dinner .. the car reach about 6.30pm , n pick me up ..i burn the song in2 the cd .. while in the car, i asked them to play this song....hahahahaha...so nice~~ i will playin this song , give some comment , my friend~after the show , just go back home ... after reach home, just go to take bath , after tat , sleep~~~ since got nth to do also..haihz....

well thats my 42th day without her .....


如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中
牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后
给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前

41th day without Ashlee Wong

yoyo today is my 41th day without Ashlee Wong..hows everyone, life...?

today is my 41th day without her n 4th day in singapore ....i was so bored....ARRRR
help me plz~~~ ish ish... just keep eating , surf net , sleeping , watch movie... AAA summore gained weight d..haihz ,well today since got nth to do , better have some practice for magic show while i m waiting for the car to pick me up for the magic show, today performance is hrm..how to say ..not too good and not too bad..because i m trying a new idea.. i think there is a lot of space to improve my this new idea... gonna think hard for it since i m so free ~~christmas coming wats ur plan , my friend? wanna have some planning?i plan to ask her out , but i think she will be very busy for tat day in church bah...but anyway , i think going to ask her ..at least i give it a try...the car reach about 6pm , n pick me up ... while in the car, they play my favourite song ....hahahahaha...i sing along , then they onli realise tat i can sing ...hahah n tell me if there is any singing performance , might ask me go to sing as wel..hahahah quite happy...hehehe...after the show , they bring me go to makan ard...for siew yeh.... i called my uncle tell them i will be back after 12pm... i think he kinda not like it tat i go back late...so i just rush for the siew yeh , and go home b4 12pm .... sked kena marah...my uncle quite garang... after reach home, just go to take bath , after tat , sleep~~~ since got nth to do also..haihz....

well thats my 41th day without her ..... today my friend suggest me to write a script for my act.... i think this is quite a good idea.... hrm..... going to do it once i get back to kl~~ haihz...lots of things to do huh while i m back...Diet , keep fit , PRactice....haihz..... may god bless me bah~~~

40th day without Ashlee Wong

yoyo today is my 40th day without Ashlee Wong..hows everyone...?
today is my 40th day without her ,nothing happen much also ...since i dunno the place here well... so i just stay in the house....surfing net , watch movie , eat tau fu fa...hahahaha..still carry on for the drama xiao ao jiang hu... today after lunch , i ask my uncle send me to orchard road , because i gonna change the ring for her , i going to look for a swatch shop... but i think i will find 1 there , since that place is a shopping heaven , so i just walk walk walk ...finally i manage to find 1 swatch shop at the hereen ( if i m not wrong ) hahaha but too bad , they said i cant change the ring... so i bought another same ring but diffent size .. after a while , just dropby some coffee shop n sit there to relax...ashlee love coffee, she is one who intro coffee to me , haha... but too bad this time , she is not drinking the coffee with me..... dunno wat is she doing now... hahaha after a while i just go home n keep watching the drama siao ao jiang hu...haihz...a lot of nice food here , i gained weight jor lar~~~~~~ today my friend told me there will be a superstar audition soon , he ask me to go for it ... i think when i m back to kl , i will ask adrian bah...if he is going , maybe we can go together~~~ after chatting a while with my friend my aunt call me up for dinner~,after tat , the car reach to pick me up for the magic show... today performance is is quite good ..the idea keep on popping up in my mind ...something new is coming...ahaha...after the show, just go back home , n sleep...

n thats my 40th day without her... kinda miss her ard... especially when i drink coffee tat time...hope she will be good ~ n may god bless her~